Thursday, January 26, 2006
What Is Acceptance
Annie emailed me yesterday. I responded that I missed her terribly. That admission, some jogging, lack of sleep and apartment cleaning seemed to do the trick. I've evidently accepted the present for what it is. During work, I was doing some walking meditation since all was quiet on the consoles. I could tell I was usually Present except for a stray thought here or there. I sent her healing energy for her jaw and back and asked "God" that if it be his will to heal her. I don't know what else to do except think positive thoughts, send positive energy and ask The Unmanifested if she will be healed. No woman should suffer physical abuse at the hands of a loved one. Her jaw was broken by her ex-husband and she's still in pain. I know that part of the reason we were brought to together was to bring out my unconsciousness. I hope it is to heal her as well, but I don't know at this time. If I can love her without bias, without ego or judgement, completely unconditionally, then I should be more transparent to the light. I'm going to try to quit divining with the pendulum so as to leave The Universe full possibilities/potentialities with me. I think my inner purpose has always been to be a bridge between this World and the Unmanifested. It feels right. Guess I'll find out. Should also find out just how conscious I am. Love, Light, Bliss, and Happiness to Annie! Bliss to those who read this entry! Enjoy the day everyone!